{"id":600,"date":"2024-01-16T09:16:00","date_gmt":"2024-01-16T09:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/?p=600"},"modified":"2025-09-24T12:40:14","modified_gmt":"2025-09-24T12:40:14","slug":"reconciling-the-wimple-and-also-reconciling-me-being-an-uptight-twat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/?p=600","title":{"rendered":"Reconciling the wimple and also reconciling me being an uptight twat"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\">\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\">\n  <a href=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/img\/a\/AVvXsEh7iF6PnNO2_Ji3s_b1F6NJG9DLdJ5wu3bp2ZgTFaEKXzIHK7U2sWXiHYcIayt0ZZhtr_qS_ddjFPJsYLkQqvaY2LbIZqbm890C0XnB3J1hfoKdLNSHoi3bTcflF6CJjsrU0x8xbmSCq_wSzXrfv4POjan-tD-GYJ5U6jgt0iHnB7vKG0TDzfPyF5dbogBi\" style=\"margin-left: 1em;margin-right: 1em\"><br \/>\n    <br \/>\n  <\/a>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\">\n  <a href=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/img\/a\/AVvXsEjE4Pz04hbmTZT_yoTWCiluPa35YPZokmlUAQNo2VNNYhmQe9raTMD6mhE5KGfD1kYJ1XgsuZe2M4L3aHsD9FHct_ANkE-RjERRhNs3QEdDkDUlT83CCj80Un8E-lGWQcrk8kv-DZL2sXhKxBSIjQtLlmTWS40b-tKqsMV0dYmxthfZ5LnHXH_32VLX75wK\"><br \/>\n    <\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\">\n  <a href=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/img\/a\/AVvXsEhwwhfCRjsykwUKF6s8fZ4T_-ydvyqFUVOLDzKSErVoDRhXnT38Pj5xYHh5j9wisPuOoRg-YO5GW0w6RWM6plvH6i1iTCrslR-6vU100zhtJW86ZZOY9RyTRifhTL0hhWGQ72FVuMh6ikb3Z9OjV4Te7_9Osz8rm__DdP4fJQC6Shm4t52kCWGfG1mxPn37\" style=\"margin-left: 1em;margin-right: 1em\"><br \/>\n    <img decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/img\/a\/AVvXsEhwwhfCRjsykwUKF6s8fZ4T_-ydvyqFUVOLDzKSErVoDRhXnT38Pj5xYHh5j9wisPuOoRg-YO5GW0w6RWM6plvH6i1iTCrslR-6vU100zhtJW86ZZOY9RyTRifhTL0hhWGQ72FVuMh6ikb3Z9OjV4Te7_9Osz8rm__DdP4fJQC6Shm4t52kCWGfG1mxPn37\" width=\"400\" \/><br \/>\n  <\/a>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\">\n<div style=\"text-align: start\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: start\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\">It&#8217;s not working for me. The text. The colour. The positioning. It all needs rethinking.<\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: start\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><br \/><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: start\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\">I asked Tom to talk with me about this and he agreed its not reconciled and encouraged me to rethink it and experiment more, which I have started to do. I&#8217;m grateful for that dialogue we had, it really helped me think. And I really am trying to sit more in the reality that there are no mistakes when I am developing my practise, just opportunities to evolve and mature. I recognize that I am by nature a perfectionist and a control freak and this leads me to want to have this really defined concept before I&#8217;ve even really started making. And this is backwards. My brittle idea about what I wanted to do stopped stepping into the delicious experience of experimenting. Of walking around the thing and looking at it from all angels. Of daring to trust myself.&nbsp;<\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: start\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><br \/><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: start\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\">This is a manifesto statement: Beth, dare to trust yourself! Embrace making. Just showing up with curiosity and joy and bravery.<\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: start\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><br \/><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: start\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\">This feels right and exciting. I am going to tell it to myself everyday. It&#8217;s already starred working. I&#8217;m testing fonts for the wimple. I am going to reconcile the absolute shit out of it.<\/span><\/div>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/blogger.googleusercontent.com\/img\/a\/AVvXsEjE4Pz04hbmTZT_yoTWCiluPa35YPZokmlUAQNo2VNNYhmQe9raTMD6mhE5KGfD1kYJ1XgsuZe2M4L3aHsD9FHct_ANkE-RjERRhNs3QEdDkDUlT83CCj80Un8E-lGWQcrk8kv-DZL2sXhKxBSIjQtLlmTWS40b-tKqsMV0dYmxthfZ5LnHXH_32VLX75wK\"><br \/>\n  <\/a><br \/>\n<\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><br \/><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both;text-align: center\"><span style=\"font-family: arial\"><br \/><\/span><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s not working for me. The text. The colour. The positioning. It all needs rethinking. I asked Tom to talk with me about this and he agreed its not reconciled and encouraged me to rethink it and experiment more, which I have started to do. I&#8217;m grateful for that dialogue we had, it really helped [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-600","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/600","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=600"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/600\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":601,"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/600\/revisions\/601"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=600"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=600"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bethanhemus.art\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=600"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}